TWO RETREATS. ONE TRANSFORMATION.
these are not your average retreats.
This is not your average anything.
This is a MF’ing AWAKENING.
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This isn't just a retreat. This is where we turn your inner chaos into GOLD.
THE EXPERIENCE
You don’t need another book on attachment styles.
Another podcast about feminine energy.
Another 30-day journaling challenge to help reveal all your shadows.
You need a breakthrough.
*real*
And THIS IS WHERE YOU GET IT.
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YOUR POWER
Michelle Panning
This is where we do the REAL work.
THIS IS WHERE THAT ENDS.
This is not for the faint of heart. We are not singing Kumbaya and making flower crowns.
This is for the bitch who has all “knowledge”, but no fucking embodiment. This is for the woman who is ready to remember who TF she is. This is for the woman who feels like she’s “doing everything right”... but something still feels OFF.
The woman who walks into this retreat won’t be the same woman who walks out.
This is where you remember who the f*ck you are.
This is where we turn your chaos into gold.
I built AWAKENING because most women don’t need more information. They need to FEEL again. To trust themselves again. To remember who the f*ck they are beneath the conditioning.
These retreats are the medicine your body’s been begging for. They're not gentle. They're not performative. They're real.
This is the meeting point for the masculine and the feminine so you can become an integrated b*tch.
This is for the woman who:
Can run a business, hold a team, manage a calendar… but struggles to sit in silence with herself for more than 30 seconds.
Has the “dream life” on paper—career, relationship, curated IG feed—but still feels like she’s playing a role.
Has read Pussy, Women Who Run With the Wolves, and watched every TikTok on feminine energy… but still feels disconnected from her actual body.
Feels confident in clothes but avoids mirrors naked.
Can’t remember the last time she felt turned on without a glass of wine and perfect lighting.
This is the retreat where you:
Puts a smile on and acts like everything is okay whilst she is burning herself into the ground putting everyone else before herself.
Come home to yourself in a way you didn’t know you left.
Relearn the language of your body—its no’s, its yes’s, its deep-as-fuck truths.
Trust your intuition instead of gaslighting yourself every time something feels “off.”
Reclaim your sensuality without needing to lose 10kg or wear the latest lingerie trend.
Stop chasing external validation and feel like you are the prize.
Anchor into your queen energy, not as a concept—but as a lived, daily experience.
Anchor into your queen energy, not as a concept—but as a lived, daily experience.
This is where your meets your strength.
softness
This is where you HER.
become
This is for the woman who:
Keeps dating the same emotionally unavailable man in different pants.
Says she “doesn’t need a man” but secretly cries when another situationship ends in ghosting.
Has a wall around her heart so thick even she can’t feel what’s inside.
Is tired of playing mum, therapist, coach, & manager in her relationships.
Craves intimacy but also panics when it starts to get real.
This is the retreat where you:
Uncover how your beliefs about men are literally shaping the kind of men you attract.
Learn how to communicate with men in a way that invites them to lean in—not shut down.
Trust your intuition instead of gaslighting yourself every time something feels “off.”
Release old stories, fears, and resentment that keep your heart on lockdown.
Inspire men to rise—not through control, but through your energetic clarity and embodiment.
Stay connected to yourself while navigating sex, conflict, intimacy, and the dating vortex.
Learn how to let your feminine magnetism lead… without losing yourself, your needs, or your damn mind.
This isn’t about becoming a Stepford wife. This isn’t about being a “boss bitch” who can’t be touched.
This is about the kind of woman who knows how to lead herself — and be led.
becoming
Awakening HER gets you rooted in your body.
Awakening HIM helps you stay rooted when love gets real.
HER shows you your power. HIM shows you how to use it without burning everything down.
The FULL AWAKENING is the only way to fully change the way you love and live.
You could do just one. But you’ll always feel like something’s missing.
WHAT MAKES THIS DIFFERENT?
You’ve done the theory. Now it’s time to become it.
You’ve done the theory. Now it’s time to become it.
We’re talking sensuality rituals, embodiment work, ice baths, deep self-honesty processes, and nightly rituals that crack you wide open (in the best way).
REAL SISTERHOOD
No surface-level small talk here. These sessions are designed to build intimacy… not just with the women around you, but with the parts of yourself you usually hide.
INTENTIONAL DOWNTIME
You’ll have space to rest, journal, nap, walk, cry, talk about Love Island, have a swim, hop in the sauna, do absolutely nothing… or whatever the fuck your body is asking for. Integration is sacred here.
ALL-INCLUSIVE DINING
Every meal is taken care of—nourishing, delicious, grounding food served for breakfast, lunch & dinner. You focus on the work, we’ll handle the rest.
THE VIBEY-AS-F*CK LOCATION
Private. Lush. Spacious. Quiet.
You’ll be surrounded by nature, with enough comfort to feel held and safe.
I’m Michelle Panning… I can assure you… we won’t be fucking camping lol..
This is about feeling grounded and luxurious in a way that actually supports the depth of the work—not distracts from it.
FULL PERMISSION, ALWAYS
Nothing is ever forced. Everything is an invitation. Your body, your pace, your choice… ALWAYS
This is for the woman who:
is done performing and finally ready to be fucking felt.
wants to drop the armour, open her heart, and risk being seen... mess and all.
craves deeper connection with herself than any man could ever give her.
feels the pull to grow.. even iff it scares the absolute shit out of her
If you're curious, activated, nervous or ready to cry?
You’re in the right place.
You’re new-ish to this whole embodiment thing—but something about it has your body saying yes before your brain can catch up.
You’re sick of living in your head and ready to actually feel something real.
1. The "WTF is happening but I’m intrigued" Woman
You’ve done the therapy. The books. The courses. The journaling.
You know your shit. But somehow you’re still dating the same man in a different body, still spiralling in self-doubt, still waiting for something to actually shift.
You’re done intellectualising it. You’re ready to be it.
You’re sick of living in your head and ready to actually feel something real.
2. The "Why is this STILL my pattern?" Woman
You’ve built the business, nailed the image, got the receipts.
But behind all that success, you’re tired. You want to soften without losing your edge.
You want deep love—but not if it costs you your fucking truth.
You don’t want to be saved. You want to be met.
3. The High-Achieving, Love-Starved Woman
(aka everything you need to know before saying yes to the retreat that changes your damn life)
Awakening HER
Dates:
January 16–19, 2026
Awakening Him
January 23–26, 2026
The Pocket, NSW, Australia
location:
What's Included:
- Breakfast, lunch, dinner + snacks
- All retreat processes + activities
- Access to our private Telegram group before the retreat
- Post-retreat integration call
You just get yourself there—
we’ll handle the rest.
What You Handle:
Your transport to the retreat location.
Your accommodation during the 5-day break between retreats (a group chat will be created to coordinate shared stays if you choose to do so!)
*best value & experience*
THE FULL EXPERIENCE
pricing
Your Transformation Options
JAGUAR
(Private Room + Ensuite):
$6222
PAY IN FULL
7x $890
INSTALMENT
python
(Private Room, Shared Bathroom)
$5888
PAY IN FULL
7x $845
INSTALMENT
wolf
(Shared Room & Bathroom)
$5555
PAY IN FULL
7x $800
INSTALMENT
(HER or HIM)
SINGLE RETREAT
JAGUAR
(Private Room + Ensuite):
$3333
PAY IN FULL
7x $480
INSTALMENT
python
(Private Room, Shared Bathroom)
$3111
PAY IN FULL
7x $450
INSTALMENT
wolf
(Shared Room & Bathroom)
$2888
PAY IN FULL
7x $415
INSTALMENT
FAQ
Still sitting on the fence?
Let’s clear some sh*t up.
A: Babe… it will be intense. It’s supposed to be. But “too much”? You’ve already survived living disconnected from yourself, people-pleasing your way through life, settling in relationships, and burning out trying to do it all.
You’ve done hard. Now it’s time to do fucking real.
And you’ll be held through every single moment of it.
A: Lmaoooo of course you do… because your nervous system wants certainty.
But here’s the thing: your need to control the process is the very thing that’s keeping you stuck.
You’re coming because you’re in your head all the damn time… so let’s not keep feeding that.
Will you cry? Maybe.
Will you feel wildly uncomfortable at times? Probably.
Will you walk out a different woman? Absolutely.
A: No babe. You don’t have to do anything you’re not comfortable with. Nothing is forced.
EVERYTHING is an invitation.
And if you want to get nakey and frolic in your feminine energy with your titties out… that’s cool too.
Your body. Your boundaries. Your pace. Always.
A: Honestly? That might be the best thing about it. You’re not showing up with old labels or identities. You’re walking into a space where you get to be the real you—maybe for the first time ever.
And let’s be real… you’ve been saying you want deeper friendships and connection.
This is the moment you actually do something about it.
A: Because this isn’t another course. This isn’t more heady theory or some cute little journaling prompt. This is full-body transformation.
We’re not talking about the feminine… we’re becoming her.
We’re not reading about shadow work… we’re doing it.
We’re not talking about embodiment… we’re in it, live and raw, in the room.
We’re not learning about relationships… we’re experiencing them.
You’ve never experienced something like this. Point blank, MF’ing period.
A: Girl. I love you. But how many thousands have you spent trying to cope with the shit you’re not healing?
Like, be so fucking for real right now. Gym memberships you don’t use, beauty treatments that make you feel good for 12 seconds, another course you don’t finish…You’re investing in the one relationship you’ll have forever: the one with YOURSELF. And if not now… when? (Also, there are payment plans. So let’s not pretend this isn’t possible.)
A: Doesn’t matter.
Awakening HER is about reconnecting to you. That’s essential whether you’re single or taken.
Awakening HIM is about understanding and relating to men.
So if you ever plan to date, fuck, love, co-parent with, or communicate with a man… HIM is going to hit. This isn’t just about being in a relationship. It’s about knowing how to stay rooted in YOU no matter who you’re with—or not with.
A: You’ll be waiting a long ass time. I have zero plans to come to that side of the world any time soon.
A: Sure! As long as your friend wants to share with you too lol. If we have spaces available for shared rooms, just let us know and we’ll figure out the logistics.
